and so it is......

sooooo... this is it. end of the road for me now. or this road anyway. i thought about writing about all that i learned, about all that changed. writing about everything that changed for me, and about everything that didn't. but then i thought.... i don't really wanna share that. no offense, nothing exactly personal here, but u know me, and u know i just don't shed my heart like that (and yes, i was also reminded why i don't do that, for example). and so, no "wear sunscreen"- styled text here. No moral lessons, no "personal growth" (even because... i am not really a plant to grow, and i am not sure i changed into something better, so let's just not use that methaphor at all. never is better, in fact). No dear-diary-today-I-learned wide open on the web. i'm just going to write this: it changed everything, in one way or the other. and that is all.

no ode to the people i met either (although i did meet some great people, but i am sure they know how great they are and how much i adore them), no telling how great or how bad it was, or is at home. no complaining or prasing about anything this time. Enjoy the silence while it lasts, I guess.

to some of u, see u very soon! aaah!!! so soon!!! I can't even think about it!!! and i hope u can still stand me the way i am now (!!). to those who stay here... well... see u sometime in life, i guess!
beeeeeeeeeijos